Week 16

Well yesterday was monday and i got back on those scales full well knowing i had put on weight especially after the end of the week that i just had . But thats no excuse.
I thought i would ut on about 2 kg but luckily only put on 700grams which is still bad because im trying to get down to the double didgets by end of feb, looks like im just going to have to work more harder and keep away from the junk and alcohol (not that im a big drinker anyways) , what i do know is im going camping on thursday so hopefully i will walk heaps and swim.... maybe i should make a plan or something to walk so far each day or so many steps yeah thats what i might do the most amount of steps i have done in 1 day is 13,000 i think so maybe i should say 15,000 every day it can be done cant it lol. Well lets hope so 15,000 everyday im camping. Also because i have to miss out on weigh in next week its an extra week i need to be good for hopefully have a really good loss.
Anyways enough about that.
Why is it kids go through the terrible 2's and does it last long???? My daughter is only 20months and lately she is hitting and pinching , she is throwing tantrums and wont eat her food or drink her bottle (some of that food bit could be from the chemo) its not good to say but its driving me nuts especially over the last couple of weeks because usually she would go to day care 2 times a week but the week before chemo and the week after i dont put her in so she doesnt get sick and i need a break....... Thank god im getting one today even if it is to go and work.
I dont think some partners realize how hard it actually is although i do have to dmit my partner is really good with taylah but there are times when i need me time, i need that break especially after having her all day and when he comes home i just need some piece and quiet. Is there anything wrong with that? I dont think so...........
Anyways i better leave it at that will try and write again before i go but if not i will be back after next tuesday .