I dunno if thats a bad way to look at it or not but yesterday i said to myself im going to go have hungry jacks today for lunch and u know what im going to enjoy it then tomorrow when weigh in day comes i will get back on track and so i did.
I am proud of myself because a few months ago i would have just quit and said ah well thats life. I think that im at a changing point and that watching the biggest looser is making me realize that... as much as it sounds stupid i get really emotional when i watch that show, im forever crying over the most stupid bits in the show. I think it was sunday night one of the yellow team girls was talking about getting teased all her life by her sister and although i used to get teased it was not from my sister but everyone i went to school with and my brothers even my uncle at times and it really has broken me .
My partner tells me that im beautiful and i say yeah whatever..... this is something that i have to fix and i know this journey will help and its a long journey but i will get there.
It makes me so upset to see the way and to remember the way that kids are in school towards other kids....... im sure everone knows what im talking about.
I know that im doing this journey not only for myself but for my daughter as i dont want her to grow up getting teased all her life by kids that think thats its cool to put someone down.
So here is to another new week and a great result for next week. By the way i can finally use the wii fit again havent been able to all week and been missing it soooooo much cant wait till tomorrow morning.
The last bit i want to write is that at my computer dest i have some sayings that i can read and i just want to finish by writting this:
"Only i can change my life. No one else can do it for me"
