why why why

today im not here to talk about my ww journey but im here to ask why ???? why did i just put my beautiful little girl through a year of chemo when she was only 1 and a half to start with? Why did i listen to those doctors who said that if we put her through the chemo that she wouldnt loose her sight in the bad eye? Today we found out that our baby girl is blind in her bad eye and i cant stop crying she is only 2 and a half and she has been through so much in her short life and there is nothing we can do about it. i put her through chemo every month for what ???? yes her eye does look better and yes the tumour has shrunk but it was supposed to stop her going blind so much for that . Im so angry and hurt and sad and dissapointed , just cant believe this is happening . I should be thankfull that she still has the other eye's sight and that she is healthy and happy but those doctors gave us faulse hope and i hate them for that.